Lost and Found : Myself
How many a times did you resort to things like music, food, shopping, running, playing, watching a movie, partying, drinking, smoking, etc. when you were feeling low? Every time. Right? I know. I've been there, done that. I felt low for almost five years and a half, and took one year and a half to heal, and I'm still healing. And just like yours, the reasons were many, and I always found them around me. Heartbreak, betrayal, abuse (sexual and emotional), criticism, burden of expectations, burden of the past, burden of the future, and many more similar things made my present drown in my own tears. Every day was a burden, which increased with time. I started listening to music, Linkin Park mostly (unfortunately its lead vocalist, Chester Bennington committed suicide because of his recurrent depression) , as I found him singing and screaming on my behalf and perfectly putting my pain in the lyrics. I actually don't remember when it all started. It had become a habit to car